Terror

When do I want to die?
If my feeling of life seems unbearable.

When do I kill myself?
If life is more painful than killing.

What enables me to kill others?
Closing my heart.

When do I close my heart?
When the pain is too strong.

Why do I kill others, not myself?
Because I give myself the right to.

Can anybody give me this right?
No, nobody and nothing.
(I only have the right to kill myself if I believe in personal freedom).

Those who kill others are too cowardly to kill themselves.

Why do I kill others and myself?
Because I want to be important.

Why do I need that?
Because I am not important.